Friday, February 18, 2005

the unconquerable

how can one choose between 'love' and 'in love.'
how can one force another to choose between the two.

I've encountered this dilemma.
And there were no answers.
Just extreme pain and complication.
What transpired was what my heart ultimately wanted.
Wasn't before but is now.
It's inevitable.
In the end, it was/is selfish bc of the nature of who I am and the people who hurt bc of it.
If I had no real family, no friends, no loved ones, I'd be a truly liberated person free to do as I please within that context.
Life would be relatively happy being me.
But then, when it counts, it'd be a lonely life void of any real purpose.

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